3days2nights in cheras

18/3 :

well,

wake up very early in the morning.

and I'm fucking bored!

Suddenly my mind told me something : why don't I go Yan's house and stay with her?

oh lala~

I'm quite happy when I thought that.

After packed all my thing, then I found that

OMG, I not yet phone yan and ask her LOL

then I sms her 1st.

She called back me then and said I can go to her house...

HAHA!

I'm so happy~

then I asked yan how to go to her nearby LRT station.

She said that I need to go Bandar Tasik Selatan.

okay then, I mar go Lrt lor.

but then when I reached Taman Bahagia Lrt.

WTF?! Why there is no Station Bandar Tasik Selatan T.T

oh no, I'm really get in trouble :S

Called ling and asked her about that.

then I only realized there are 2 LRT

1 is putra and 1 is star :O (blur)

whatever lar.

at the end also reach teehee.

(something happen about 3 guys, lazy describe :DD)

Went Ling's house when I reach Cheras.

awww...her Kiwi is sooooooooooooo cute <3

after that we went to The Mines

a place that I long time din't go already.

When I saw the cruise, I recall back the time my parents brought me there and I enjoyed very much as I know

I miss my younger age~

Aha~is time to talk about you Farn Schumann!

don't shy huh >.<

suan lar, don't make you shy shy here XD

appreciate you came cheras find us

and you are the 2nd kdu friend who know yan's house leh.

night : pillow talk time...

actually not only pillow talk time only we chat lor.

we almost every second is chatting

I'm very happy to chat with yan. really! <3

and I really get to know a lot of news from her.

cos actually I not very understand her but now i get closely with her.

19/3 :

wake up at 9.30 i think

then fb a while

12 prepare to depart to sky's house

we estimated we can reached sky's house at 1.15 like that.

but walao

trafic jam jam jam jam jam

and rain rain rain rain rain

2.30 like that only reach his house i think

that time I really very worry I can buy the product of leeteuk lor.

cos it's really late ad lar for us.

but sky keep said don't worry, all things will be there until the end.

okay lor,

then we go eat 1st.

we 4 sthlike that only reach.

when we reach there I really can buy the lightstick and keychain of leeteuk

Nah, show you some of the pictures XD

when my leeteuk was on the stage <3

(p/s : mummy, I think I'm gonna miss our time badly when I back Seremban :'[ )

累了，谁让我依靠？

朋友那么多，知心的却很少，

过客那么多，记住的却很少，

没有人知道我的难过，

没有人知道我的失落，

没有人知道我的无助，

没有人知道我的寂寞，

没有人知道我的不开心，

没有人知道我的不快乐，

没有人懂我理解我心疼我。

如果有一天，我因为某件事而哭泣，

有人会关心会心疼吗？

又有谁会给我肩膀让我依靠？

又有谁会理解我心里的伤痛？

如果有一天，我因为你而哭泣，

你会怎么想怎么做？

如果有一天，我在你的面前哭泣，

你还会不会紧紧抱着我？

为我擦干眼泪？

让我坚强？

让我可以不孤单？

不知道从什么时候开始，

我也开始变的感伤，

只知道:我活的好累。

身边的人,身边的事,

有时候真的无法去面对，

每天都重复着同样的生活，

有了一定的规律，

…枯燥……乏味……郁闷……伤心……无奈……难过……感伤…

我也常常一个人来来往往，

不知道什么时候，

我也习惯了一个人，

喜欢一个人独处的感觉，不知是时间变了，还是:自己变了。

不知道什么时候开始，

我也爱上了安静，

喜欢上了寂寞，

也许我一直认为我是一个坚强的人

但是现实中的我却没有自己想象中的坚强，

如今我喜欢把泪藏在心底，

不让别人看见，

我要微笑着去面对任何一件事，

就算是那笑是多少的虚伪，

有时候突然从梦中醒来，

不知为何有种想哭的感觉，

一切都是那么的莫名其妙，

一切都变的让我感到那么压抑，

身边的人来了又走了，

只有我一个人留在原地，

我找不到属于自已的方向，

多么希望我的下一站是幸福，

可是我却找不到任何出路，

我埋着头，

感受身边人身上淡淡的味道，

为什么都带着淡淡的忧伤？

我希望生活可以变的简单，

让我可以不那么累，

但是现在的生活也并不复杂，

为什么还是让我讨厌？

内心很脆弱，表面很坚强，

面对身边的是是非非，我只有保持沉默，

心里好难受，好压抑，好苦，好痛，好累…觉得心里好委屈，

凭什么你们都要这样对我？

总是告诉自己要坚强，

可是眼泪却总是不争气，

每次想你的时候，

心里有说不出的滋味，

幸福并心痛着，快乐并心酸着，

觉得自己好堕落，好无能，好没用，

真的好想逃避这样的生活，想要离开，

想要解脱，可是我不能更不可以。

我过的并不快乐，更不幸福，不是我不知足，

我拼命的想幸福，可是幸福却离我越来越遥远。

我好想留住你，好想陪在你身边，可是现实真的好残忍哭了，

谁还会心疼？

累了，谁让我依靠？

(p/s : copy from 1 of the facebook notes. It really so touch and it is deep down in my heart just like I'm actually one of the victims. I cried after i read this note)

=(

此刻的我，

什么也不想，

只想逃出你的范围，

活出自我，

求你不要让我不断地想你

why everytime when I log in the facebook the 1st thing I will do is view your profile?

why I should do that?

why I can't control myself?

why I still wanna care it?

T^T

Nice!

I'm number four!

A dammit nice movie I can say

A movie that make me recall and recall

and the most important is....

I love John Smith!!

(fake name in the movie, cause he got two name ==)

Ala, he really sooooooooooooo handsome!!

Love him much much...

Teehee~