❤

I love you.

this is just what I can say (:

(26/5/2011-9.30 am)

:)

you appear in my dream last night

your shadow is so fuzzy

I can't see you clearly

I think I miss you again

Be a good boy

Before you're an obedient boy

all people in this family fond of you

even I show all my love to grandma

but she still care you much more than care about me

I admit I'm so jealous of you

cause you get everyone's love

As time pass,

what had happen to you?

you are changing to other characteristics

say truly

I don't like to talk to you about your high school things

you will just said about your friends in school how to help you 'settle' those arguments

what for to argue? what for to fight?

but cause I'm trying to find out what had happened to you nowadays

I'm attempt my best to help you, know you, hear you...

Do you know daddy mummy are worrying you?

they are trying to save you from this circumstances

mummy calls me everyday to talk about you

she don't know what to do to bring you back the to the right

she cried in the phone

I am so be grieved

I don't know what else I can do

you scold mummy in the Facebook !

do you know how sad she could be when she saw this?

and everybody saw this !

some of them asked me what happen to you

I just can be a dumb

do you know your friend list include daddy mummy's friends?

please ask yourself

their face should put at where?

Don't forget daddy is a Dato !

he already told you

she is not a good girl

and her family background is just so worst !

even your counsellor told you about that

I know all is because of her

and she influence you !

please don't join that gang of friends

they are really fucking bad

is there any benefit you can get from them?

we all are hoping you to return

we all still sayang you

don't make all of us disappointed

okay? :)

做个简单的女生

做个简单的女生, 矮就矮. 那也没必要每天都穿着高跟鞋, 对自己不好.

做个简单的女生, 胸小就小点. 那也没必要整天穿着个塑身内衣, 对自己不好.

做个简单的女生, 腿粗就粗点. 依旧可以穿短裙丝袜去逛街, 自己喜欢就好.

做个简单的女生, 肚肚有点赘肉就有点. 穿个大T-shirt不就好了, 还很舒服呢.

做个简单的女生, 让自己活的也简单点.

:(

there was no electric for the whole last night :(

it started from 5pm until this afternoon 1.20

can you imagine the life without electric?

I was studying MA during that time

and it came so suddenly

3 words in my mind : WT...duuuu....

how am I suppose to continue study with this type of situation?

the bad guy left me and came into my room and say BYE to me !

he was going out with his friendssss

'panai' huh?!

dump me when this thing happen !

okay, well, nvm....

I message and called Desmond

hoho..I go his living room study XD

i think we chat more than study lor lol.

hmm, lastly about 8pm

somebody go my room and knock the door to find me

haha, dai sei !

I went desmond house hohoho XD

then suddenly bryan and I plan to go tropicana

desmond so hardworking want to study at home -.-

so called bluse see wheather he want follow or not.

finally we 3 went together and watched movie

in the cinema, I pray hard and hope the TNB workers has fix the electric

but then it ends up disappointed :(

the pig ask me go bryan's house to stay 1 night

and he go sotong's house, I don't know is it he went there at last

but then suan lar, don't bother him

thx bryan and desmond give me a shelter XD

if not I don't know how to pass last night already :D

最痛的不是爱情,是回忆

最痛的不是爱情,是回忆,

曾经以为自己是个很坚强的人,

即使失去爱情,也可以活出自己的精彩..

其实不是,

我不明白为什么人总要在经历一些事情之后才能多了解自己一点,

如果一切都可以避免,就不会这么伤心了……

我丢掉了我的爱情……

曾经以为自己是世界上最幸福的人,

即使失去一切,我还有爱情..

其实不是,

直到有一天他离开了我,

我就知道一切都是自己在骗自己,

以为自己真的找到了懂得爱自己的人,谁知那个人却不是他……

我丢掉了我的心……

曾经以为自己没心没肺,

即使受过伤害,也会很快忘记做回快乐的自己,

其实不是,

到处都是他留下的记忆,

越想忘记,反而会记得越深,

每一次想起都会让自己很痛很痛……

我丢掉了我自己……

曾经以为伤我们最深的是爱情,

其实不是,

时间可以治疗爱情留下的痛,

却带不走深刻在脑海里的记忆……

没有了爱情,却仍然记得你

第一次说爱我,第一次牵我的手,第一次吻我,第一次叫我亲爱的,第一次叫我宝贝,第一次叫我老婆大人……

所带给我的感动与幸福…

可我却丢不掉回忆……

曾经以为自己很富有,

其实不是,

我丢掉了爱情,丢掉了心,丢掉了自己,唯一丢不掉的只有回忆……

原来最痛的是回忆......

Happy Mothers Day

happy mother day to you, my lovely mum <3

love you much

now and forever

time to back pj again :(

miss you all lots...

I love my family !

I Swear!

Lier!

you are using my feeling!

pls let me go if you don't need me anymore

don't do those stupid things behind me

yea, I'm a fool

I waste my tears again for you

but that's the last time i will do that

thanks for your lies

make me totally give up my hope

I don't even want to recall what's you in my life.

Dumpass!!

Go away!!!